Going 'round the twist...

Ever had one of those days where you feel like you may be going insane? I had one yesterday. Sometimes I think I will actually crack up if I get any angrier or more fed up with Michael. I mean, I didn't do anything our manager hasn't done before and since when has he had the right to be mad at me because I gave a guy a couple of bottles of beer to take home. It's so not a big deal. And then to start this charade of saying goodbye to everyone really loudly in front of me and ignoring me to indicate that to him, I don't exist is completely stupid! Hello...if you didn't care you wouldn't make such a big deal of it. If he really didn't care at all, he would just leave me alone. I really hope he takes that trip to Australia soon because I am damn fed up with being treated like I'm worthless by him. I don't even know what I did wrong. All he ever does is make me feel like I'm nothing...but then I realise that I am so much better than him. I rise above his pettiness and try to ignore it as much as I can, but I take an odd sense of satisfaction from his feeble attempts to show he hates me. I laugh because he does the opposite. Ha-ha. Idiot. On another...happier...note, it is only two days till my birthday. The day I get to see my Lea again. I hope Scottie and his pals are in the club because I like them. They're nice boys. And they're cute. I should make friends with them, what a brilliant plan! For now, I must return to the reading of Charlotte Bronte's Villette, so I bid you adieu...Em out xx